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Thursday, February 18, 2010,2:32 AM

when i on my hp just now.. i saw baby's & k's msg..

we msged alittle & k asked me to meet up when i am back from london..

told a little lie..

well.. i have steamboat session with sillies on sun ar..

just that i told him i got somethin on both sat and sun already.. =/

anyway i will be seein him durin the first week of march already.. for dinner..

baby told me he loves me.. but i think its just his ego makin noise..

how much can he love me..

he said i am annoyin.. and asked me to move on..

and so i tried to..

because u said it.. i m just another girl to u..

sorry baby.. that is the wrongest thing u've said ever since we brokeup..

you know me well..

i rather be out of your life then be just another girl in your life..

yuan lai.. it doesn't matter if she is not pretty.. or looks like the big head yellow bird..

maybe she is interestin to talk to.. she is fun to be with.. i don't know..

but she has somethin i do not have.. she is new.. so feelin is fresh..

i will continue to walk until i find someone who cherish me as who i am..

::someone who tells me he needs some time to reconsider about marryin me because he needs to think if i am worth it, will definately not try his very best to take good care of me for the rest of his life.. & the words are definately not words comin out from someone who really treasures and loves me::

i merely sms a "if u drivin den dun drink too much.." as part of the endin sms conversation and he replied me "haahaa.. start takin care of me le ar.." and ask me not to worry..

what he didn't know is that i say this to every friend who is drivin and goin to drink, the same thing..

and i m not worried..

but i never reply because i don't know what to reply..

on the contradictory.. the someone i did so much for over the years told me he didn't feel that i love him or need him..

maybe i'm weird.. but its just me..

i can treat someone better and give more if i didn't love him that much..

if i love someone alot.. don't expect alot from me because i already gave him my heart.. and thats the most i can give someone..

don't you agree?

one day mr right will come knockin by and understand this little theory of mine.. =)

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YY aka birdie aka black blur bird (by NOR & PEA)
16 Dec 1985

greedy.. petty.. predictable yet unpredictable.. fickle minded.. lazy.. a glutton.. insensitive.. overly optimistic.. noisy.. stubborn.. ridiculously unreasonable.. do whatever i feel like doin.. speaks whatever that comes to my mind.. this is ME..

Loves

her family (mummy & 2 brothers) + her beloved drinkin cousins =P
her friends
her sillies & karmaR-ing with them =P
food
freedom
spendin $$
nua-ing
playin mahjong
havin fun
travellin
watchin movies
daydreamin
surprises
bullyin hui aka pea together with nor =P =p =P

i wish i wish i wish..

lose 4kg!!
hair to grow long
watch an indian movie *keke*
a new chio chio danglin stud for my belly
skydiving
donate blood
visit an orphanage
buy mummy an expensive watch for her this year's birthday
go Korea with sillies
go Hawaii
go Las Vegas
visit the Six Flags Magic Mountain theme park in LA

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